The Dark Month

from Regarding The Past Smile by Tell the Wall

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No I don't dream
I don't dream
I just think about how much I don't wanna be me
I need some sleep
I need some sleep
But I'll just think in a dizzy haze till the morning
And you were there
to see how far I fell
We all end up in our own personal hell
I will lay
in the bed I make
Till the drugs kick in
Or until after I wake
If I wake

On code oxy
I will lean
I find my crutches and I cherish them more than anything
More than anything
And you know me
And I know you
That's why you had to go
that's why i never showed
I know I got it good
I shouldn't complain
But I think there's something wrong
With the fundamental make up of my brain
Of my brain

I'm not crazy
It's what the tests say
Addictive personality
That's what he said
And I'm not crazy
It's hard to tell
Addictive personalty
How far I fell

(You were so afraid
of getting in and getting thin
You were so afraid
of fitting in and getting thin
We're getting older and you know it
We're getting older and I know it
But you were so afraid)

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from Regarding The Past Smile, released May 1, 2016

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